tanpa senoktah arti

perjalananku sejenak berhenti bernafaskan alam
rindu yang menyerbak dalam semak-semak belukar
merengkuhku untuk sejenak berdiam diri

aku tahu, anganku menyeruak tajam
mungkin saja langit-langit istana tak mampu menilainya bagaimana
namun tatkala sayap-sayap cinta mencumbuku dengan segala rayuannya
aku mulai terenyuh,
terkadang aku mengharu biru untuk mengejar mimpi yang telah kurangkai
namun, dasar gejolak alam yang selalu tahu bagaimana penghuninya berirama dalam mimpi.

terhenti-henti
berjarak dengan waktu dan hati

aku lelah seperti ini
bagaimana kudapat pundi-pundi kehangatan dalam meraihnya?
lantas terkadang nyaliku ciut menndapati raganya rapuh dalam sedenting waktu.

aku tak tahu bagaimana mendekati waktu
misteri yang selalu ditampakkannya dalam wajah semu.
dan aku pun tak mengerti, dengan apa kutemukan kobaran api pendaki mimpi dalam jalangnya hidupku.
entah..!!!

change ur funkin' habit !

i have to stand up
i have to build my spirit
i have to change all of my minds that make me messy

dont blame ur soul
dont blame ur self
dont blame ur thinking and ur feeling

just change the funkin' habit all over there
u didnt realize that u always feel down and understimate ur self...!

be girl who always try to positive feeling and thinking

cange ur funkin' habit that make u always complain with ur situation
be grateful of all what you have now!

imagine all of beautiful things that will bring u to wonderful place
yeah..!
its success..!!
dont u wanna get it?
please try to throw ur negative thingking and feeling.

refresh ur brain.
come on..!
look at ur around world!
they will accompany u wherever u go...!

just focus in ur aim..!!!

try to feel that what done is done..!

do what you have to do..!
begin from now..!
remember that ur key of ur success is in you, that is yours.!!!

rindukan embun menetes kala fajar merekah..!

kristal embun adalah sebuah pencapaian akhir dari suatu cipta akan cinta dan rasa yang menjunjung tinggi adanya kesetiaan dan pengorbanan.namun baginya begitu sulit tuk meraih buih-buih tetesannya ketika rindu itu menggarai sukma...

just wanna scream loudly..!

I didnt know what I feel actually, only the sadness and cruelty became gost of my day lately,
in my life, i always feel in doubt.
i got contradict statement of my life.
my thinking wants to catch one thing,
but my feeling wants to catch the different one.
so difficult to know who i am now :(

i miss the togetherness when i was in senior high school
now, i feel so lonely!
when the tears are dripping around my check, no one who can wipes it
but formely, all of guys could make me free of guilty in life.
they could make me sad into happy and cheer up.

whenever i grow, i cant give the mean my growth yet,
wherever i stay, i cant understand my presence,
when i sing, i cant hear my clear voice,

as usual, many things that make me afraid for facing this life, they are able make me down and fragile.
absolutely, i dont find my standing up yet.
oh...Lord!

what the funkin' gost that has frame me up?
as thaught i often feel confuse with ma self.
pity on me ;(

in everyday,
never absent the accident of making me sad and guilty.
but i realize that the kinds of it, is temptation only.

i wanna free of this cruelty...!
i wanna feel safe...!

be sure, that i can pass this situation.
in the name of Allah..!!!